This picture helps me to remember to MAN THE FUCK UP and deal with the bull shit that the world deals to you. If this youngster can put up with a shot from a most likely under qualified nurse than so can I. I actually hate shots and they scare me a lot and I usually get to the brink of passing out. There are a vast amount of people looking for pity and hoping for their ego to be stroked. That is not me. Obviously everyone has things go awry in their life and how one recovers from it and moves forward is the true test of a persons character. When I was younger I never thought I would be where I am now. Not that it's a bad place to be, it's just not what I had expected or prepared for. I am still learning how to be a productive member of society and get along with the mainstream. Many nights spent seeing and feeling things most people will never experience has not prepared me for where I am currently at with my life. So here I am an architect floating in space.